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String Instruments.

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Hi! Sorry (as usual) for the lack of post. I am super lazy these days, and I can't even tell you why because I don't have any specific reason. I'm just lazy. Anyway, that's not what I'm going to talk about now. As you can see from the title, I'm gonna talk about String Instruments. Well, to be precise, those who can play String Instruments. Now now, I'm not going to talk about myself in this post because I don't and I can't play any String Instruments.  I can only play Melodica for a bit, but I'm definitely not an expert or anything, I just play it for fun. I can also say that playing Melodica (or anything alike) is another one of my hobby when I was younger. I like to recreate songs (or sort of making a cover) but as I got older, I rarely touch my Melodica anymore. But I still play some kind of Piano games on my phone lol. Sorry, I get carried away. Anyway, as I said. I can't play any String Instruments, the least I can and actually know how...

New Story.

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Hi. And I'm so sorry for not posting in a while. This post is basically will be filled with an explanation on what kept me busy lately. As I said in my last post, I have something in my mind. It's been bothering me and I'm still unsure on what to do about it. So I'm trying to find a solution to that. But instead of getting a solution, I ended up distracted by other things. Which is writing. Here. I've told you that I have a project that I'm about to work on, but instead of working on that, I ended up working on another thing. To make it short, I'm currently writing a new story instead of finishing 20 (or more) stories on my waiting list including the project I'm talking about in one of my posts.  Ugh, I hate myself for not having any motivation in writing. I also hate the writer block. I mean, I'm supposed to be finding solution to my problems, but instead I started to imagining the solution and making a story about my problem in an angst genre. I kn...

Closure.

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HI! I am terribly sorry, for not posting in a while. I have something in my mind that i'm going to share in this post. It's been bothering me lately. And i don't know what to do about it. No. Actually, i do know what to do. I just don't know if i have the courage to deal with the consequences, even though i know what's going to happen and i've prepared for the worst. It doesn't makes me feel better. But the problem is, it's something i should do. And i should've done it long time ago.  Funny, i'm too afraid to deal with it even though i've actually deal with something worse.  I don't know how to explain it in the right way, but i'll try.  Here, what if you have a chance to say everything you've been holding inside, for the last time. What if you can say it all to a person that mean the most to you. What if you have the chance to pour your hearts out, but it's just for once. The chance will never come again. You know it's g...