New Story.

Hi.

And I'm so sorry for not posting in a while.

This post is basically will be filled with an explanation on what kept me busy lately.

As I said in my last post, I have something in my mind. It's been bothering me and I'm still unsure on what to do about it. So I'm trying to find a solution to that. But instead of getting a solution, I ended up distracted by other things. Which is writing.

Here. I've told you that I have a project that I'm about to work on, but instead of working on that, I ended up working on another thing. To make it short, I'm currently writing a new story instead of finishing 20 (or more) stories on my waiting list including the project I'm talking about in one of my posts. 

Ugh, I hate myself for not having any motivation in writing. I also hate the writer block. I mean, I'm supposed to be finding solution to my problems, but instead I started to imagining the solution and making a story about my problem in an angst genre.

I know you probably wont understand what I'm talking about, but of course that's okay, because at this very moment, I don't understand myself either.

Luckily, because I decided to write the story at the exact moment when I get the idea, the story is now finished. It's a short and oneshot story, that's divided into a few chapters. They're related but not really. Until now, I've managed to write 3 chapters and quite proud about it because I finished it right away. (I'm so proud even though the story is short, because finishing a story and being consistent is a hard thing for me to do when it comes to writing)

Anyway, I'll probably continue and write a few more chapters, because I want to. (Actually because I'd rather write a oneshot instead of continue writing my 20 story project which is meant to be a long one.) I also have another idea about my next story (which I'm really sure, it wont get finished anytime soon). 

Really, I've said it in my other post "Photograph" and I'm going to say it again now. Writing can be stressful when you just have too much ideas running inside your head but you don't know how to put it in words. That's what I'm experiencing right now. That's why I procrastinate a lot in doing important stuff that I've planned.

Anyway, if you're interested in some of my stories, you can visit my other blog, which is here. If you don't, well that's okay too.

I guess that's it from me. This post is as confusing or even more confusing than my other post, because I don't intend to explain about this in the first place. But now that I do, it looks really messy, and I'm sorry for that.

I hope I can post something really soon. Something better than this random and weird post.

Bye.

With hope,

Ivy

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