Closure.

HI!

I am terribly sorry, for not posting in a while.

I have something in my mind that i'm going to share in this post. It's been bothering me lately. And i don't know what to do about it.

No. Actually, i do know what to do. I just don't know if i have the courage to deal with the consequences, even though i know what's going to happen and i've prepared for the worst. It doesn't makes me feel better.

But the problem is, it's something i should do. And i should've done it long time ago. 

Funny, i'm too afraid to deal with it even though i've actually deal with something worse. 

I don't know how to explain it in the right way, but i'll try. 

Here, what if you have a chance to say everything you've been holding inside, for the last time. What if you can say it all to a person that mean the most to you. What if you have the chance to pour your hearts out, but it's just for once. The chance will never come again. You know it's going to end badly, you know you can expect nothing, you know there's no turning back after you say it. But it's the only chance you have.

Would you take it? 

Would you say all those things you've never said before, and finally heal?

Or would you stay silent and never get a closure?

It's a short post but it makes me think. 

I need time, to figure it out. But i think, deep down, i already know what i want to do.

It's inevitable.

So, i guess that's it for now.

Sorry.

With hope,

Ivy

💕