A Piece of Me

Hi. And I'm so sorry for not posting in a while. This post is basically will be filled with an explanation on what kept me busy lately. As I said in my last post, I have something in my mind. It's been bothering me and I'm still unsure on what to do about it. So I'm trying to find a solution to that. But instead of getting a solution, I ended up distracted by other things. Which is writing. Here. I've told you that I have a project that I'm about to work on, but instead of working on that, I ended up working on another thing. To make it short, I'm currently writing a new story instead of finishing 20 (or more) stories on my waiting list including the project I'm talking about in one of my posts.  Ugh, I hate myself for not having any motivation in writing. I also hate the writer block. I mean, I'm supposed to be finding solution to my problems, but instead I started to imagining the solution and making a story about my problem in an angst genre. I kn...

HI! I am terribly sorry, for not posting in a while. I have something in my mind that i'm going to share in this post. It's been bothering me lately. And i don't know what to do about it. No. Actually, i do know what to do. I just don't know if i have the courage to deal with the consequences, even though i know what's going to happen and i've prepared for the worst. It doesn't makes me feel better. But the problem is, it's something i should do. And i should've done it long time ago.  Funny, i'm too afraid to deal with it even though i've actually deal with something worse.  I don't know how to explain it in the right way, but i'll try.  Here, what if you have a chance to say everything you've been holding inside, for the last time. What if you can say it all to a person that mean the most to you. What if you have the chance to pour your hearts out, but it's just for once. The chance will never come again. You know it's g...

HI. I'm back. Sorry it took so long for me to post something. I've had a few idea about some topics i'm about to talk in here but i haven't had the chance to write about it further. Basically I'm stuck. That's why i decided to post a poetry that i made in my native language, a few days ago . (Never mind that, i've deleted it.) Anyway, i'm going to talk about a song today. This will be some sort of series, i'm going to tell you about 1 song in each post like this.  Lets just begin with the song before i started to talk about something else that's unrelated to this topic. The song i'm going to talk about today is called [Underdog] [by Alicia Keys] The first time i listened to this song is around midnight. I was listening to the radio in my phone when this song came up.  Basically, from what i understand, this song is about those who go through a difficult time in life. In this song, she gives hope for those people. She gives strength. She want...

Hi. Yeah, I know I just posted something this morning. But I wanted to write this down before I lose the spark.  The title of this post is as confusing as the topic I'm about to talk.  So let's start from this question, which is basically the point of this whole topic.  What we actually do in life? Or to be precise, what we actually do WITH our life? I'm not the kind of person to make plans for my life, or even my day. I just kinda let it happen the way it is meant to be. But I guess, for that reason, I often wondering what I'm actually doing with my life? Like what direction I'm heading, what should I do next, where am I in 5 years. Stuff like that keeps me awake at night.  As a student, every time I get caught up in homework or task, I asked myself is this what I want to do with my life. Like, do I really need to spend 12 years in studying something I might never use in life such as Science, Biology, or Chemistry. Yes, I know some people might find that subject im...

And if you hurt me That's okay, baby, only words bleed Inside these pages, you just hold me And I won't ever let you go Hello.  As you can probably guess, the lyrics i put above is from Ed Sheeran's 'Photographs' And yes. I'll be talking about photography today. This my other hobby that i'm actually enjoy. Don't get me wrong, writing is a great hobby. I love to write more than anything. But sometimes it can get pretty stressful when you just kinda have too much ideas running inside your mind but you actually don't know how to put it in words. Let's stop talking about writing before i get carried away. I really love taking photographs. In any occasion, really. But if i'm being honest, my favorite things to capture is the nature. To be precise, the sky. Wait, the sky is part of nature, right?? Anything about sky is so fascinating, isn't it? Or is it just me that is completely crazy about the sky. Maybe it has something to do with the fact t...

Hi! I know, I know. Been a while since I posted something.  I have my reason and I can tell you that it's actually unreasonable. God, I don't know what I'm talking about. To be completely honest. I've had this idea of a new project I'm about to work. I'm planning to write a new story and there's nothing to discuss yet. I haven't even think about the detail. There's just this random scene that kept popping in my head. So what keeps me busy lately is the fact that I've been studying new language. Why? I know I'm not actually the type of person that likes to studying. But this new story I'm about to write, well there is a few scene where I want the conversation part to be written in Dutch. Yes. The new language I'm trying to study is Dutch. Anyway, funny story. As you've probably knew by now, English is not my native language. I've learned it by watching movies, and listening to songs. Like tons of them. So I'm trying to use ...